thank you so much storm for taking the time to reply with your insights! it def helped me sleep a bit better lol

yes true! lol i like bill.. I was an athiest last year, and then discovered all of this so it's been a lot to take in, trying to figure out things I don't understand.. this was what i kept coming across on some of these sites..

i still have difficulty understanding who God, like our higher self or seperate entity.. I hope God is loving as you say.. bc some of the events that have happend in my life make me question why.. thank you so much for your time! i will respond to other post

all the very bests. when you struggle, your will and optimism get a return boost. true that you have problems. the greater truth is that you have overcome them and are still fighting the rest.

I agree with Stormgirl! God has a purpose for all of us here on earth! It was no accident that you are here now. Even though you've struggled so much in your life, doesn't mean that God loves you anyless.. we may not understand all the reasons as to why things happen to us, but just trust that He is in control of ALL! and he will see you through:) God bless!

living life and loving life is the key to happiness. love what you have. love what you own. love what you do and love what others do to help you. happiness will automatically come to you. that's all i can say.