I am an Indigo Child.  Born 06 March 1970 in New Zealand.  I have been living abroad in Greece for 10 years now.  Both parents are Greek.  Subsequently, I ended up marrying a Greek male and reside in a village in Greece.  My only child, a boy is 4 years old.

After living like the 'Waltons' for 9 years with my husband's large family, we FINALLY build our own home (on top of the existing family home).  This was a very stressful experience for 1.5 years.  

We both work the summer season for 6 months on an island (from April until October) and do not work for the remainder as work is really hard to find.  Unbelievable, but true.  We have attempted many times to start up our own business, but to no avail.

I now feel very, very tired and am a nervous wreck.  Last week my husband noticed (I was oblivious) that a 1 inch piece of my hair has fallen out (Alopecia).  I am doing everything in the house cleaning etc. and even though I have tried in many different forms to request help from my husband, he simply does not 'get it'.  I now feel like giving up.  I am so tired.  Not only am I isolated out here in the 'what whats' with NO FRIENDS (because people are really a different culture and are very hard to trust), but now I feel that my life is crashing all around me and feel like giving up and leaving (with child).

Please, please advise / help me.

Thanking you all in advance for your time and help.

((Hugs)) to you my love.

Much of what you describe is a conflict in your self and the demands that the Greek culture demand from you.  
I would advise that you break down your demands into managable pieces and remember to breathe when your in a state of panic.
I don't live in Greece so not aware of the local support mechanisms that are available to you. Certainly sounds like you need some support and thats not
going to come from your hubby.  Are there any support agencies there that can just listen to you and give you emotional support?

Suzi

sweetie here is a huge hug....much love and huggies

Hi nazara1970,

Have you considered chanting an
astrological mantra ?

I can select one for you with an
auspicious date to begin ( waxing or increasing
mmoon ) and what times of day would
be most suitable.

with a smile...

hello,
Here is a huge hugggg for you....
I am sure if you give it some thought... u will find a solution to your problems!