Still sending you hugs from here on out :(
It's a horrible thing to feel that way and I wish you a happy and successful love life in the future, as well as a harmonious family life.

You've got a hug from me, jlo. Hang in there.

Here's a hug!  I understand where you are coming from.  What will make you the most happy is to be who you are, and if that is you being single than that is what you should do!  I have come across the same feelings from people around me as well.  This is what I say... hopefully it will make you feel better about the situation!....  The one certainty that we all face in life is death.... So many people seem to be rushing toward the end, and so many people in today's society believe that there is a certain linear way to get from point A(birth) to point B(death).....  but my belief is that there is no linear model that should be considered one size fits all.  Some may do the traditional model of going to school, getting married, having children.... etc.  Others may go a completely different direction and in a different order, or may choose something completely different for their life.  The point is life is for living.  Do what makes you happy, and try to shrug off this "one size fits all" life model!  I promise you will be much more at ease once you realize those life stages are not requirements!

Many blessings to you!  Have the confidence to trust in your decisions!