hello,
a hugee hug for you. do be open to seek help like you have done by coming here. We are all here to support you in every way we can.

Thanks everyone,
My question was because sometimes I visit a geriatric and share some moments with elderly feel lonely, and some of them suffer mental disorders.
But when I am reading something about our history, I see that there are many events that somehow are related to any prophecy or some story of sacred books (Hanibal, Jesus, Napoleon, Hitler). On the history, facts, we not question but does how arrived at the outcome of them?, what someone arises it? There has been and there’s people who continually appear prophesying any event, some seem to be fulfillet others don't. But those that are true, is a coincidence? (what a fact which enters the statistical?) or they are actually receiving a message people who are able to decrypt.
In summary, is a hunch message our subconscious we take shape and we see apocalyptic events?, or receive signals to our subconscious that really are reminders.
My great love for those people who are not messengers and live a life locked in their own minds owing to some mental illness.

If you can heal the terminally ill and walk on water you probably aren't mad.
Otherwise do not encourage insanity.
The first requirement of the visoinary is iron discipline, the second is strict observance of objective reality.

Regards,

Mike

A psychologist told me that one test for whether or not to listen to the voices is whether they give good advice...and it sounds like your voices are not friendly at all.  If you hear a divine voice telling you to be true to yourself or split up with someone who's treating you bad, go with it.  If you hear a "divine" voice telling you to commit an act of violence or other crime, resist.  I always encourage people to consider multiple ways of healing themselves, from the mildest methods like aromatherapy and meditation to consulting medical professionals when needed.  Sometimes we need both spiritual and physical healing to get better.  I hope you feel better soon.

P.S. I have to believe that any deity great enough to create all this wouldn't be petty enough to be angry with you over thoughts you had while sick or under psychic attack, so if you believe in a loving deity you will surely not be in trouble for those angry images you've seen.