Thanks you everyone so much.  Thank you for the hugs, thank you for your stories and for your help.
The great news is everything is back to 'normal' - my Complementary Practitioner assures me - and boy, do I feel GOOD.  I really believes this is all part of the body getting ready for Ascension.  Once I stopped being frightened - things started to happen, and before I knew it, all was fine.

Ruhig, I too was diagnosed with Ovarian Cancer 5 years ago , had the full op, everything removed - that was the start of the Journey.  My Dr and Consultant were 99.99% sure it dangerous -but I just KNEW it would be begnign - and it was!

Love and hugs to you all
Gilliebean xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

A big hug and healing energy for you

I'm sorry to read your story but what you have written reminds me that most Saints in India (and there have been countless saints in this country through the ages) also used to help their followers in this way.
They would gently remind them that there is a time for designated for each of us when we have to move on and it's a natural thing to happen and that there is always someone to hold your hand, as it were, and lead the way.
We are never alone, it is only that we cannot see the ones helping us.
Keep the Faith, and it will never let you down.
Om Sai Ram!