I know you have heard the phrase  "If you love something, set it free....etc"  Take some time to love yourself.  It will be okay.  You deserve love and you are not alone.  There are many angels around you now...open yourself up and feel how much they love you.

BIG HUG!

Relax and 'allow' the situation to unfold.  If you truly know this relationship is meant to be, let go of the feelings of 'control'...when will this happen?  will it happen?  how can this be happening??!! someone help me feel better now, please...! The universe reads your despair and desperation...Just allow things to be, and let the universe work.  That also includes living in your now, not your futue or your past.  I am sure you have many other aspects in your life that need attention...perhaps schooling, work, other friends, a hobby...Grown, learn, do...get busy, all the while relax with this particular situation and allow it to just be.  Heartaches always heal...and someone better could be waiting, who knows...

Hello,
I am sending you the biggest Hug there is!!!
                          Muddy1ox

Hello,
I am sending you the biggest Hug there is!!!
                          Muddy1ox

You are in my thoughts, I send a big hug to you.  I definately know about heartbreak, Nobody can take the pain a way tho I wish I could.  Things will get better in time, I know that has been said a million times, but it is true.  You need to find something that truly makes you happy and focus on that and give all your energy to a good happy cause, and try to let go of the negative thoughts, they wont go away but you can stop giving your energy to them.  I wish you peace and happiness!