first i wanna apologize for not being here that often lately, work got a little crazy from the holidays plus stuff in my personal life has been wonky


For the past couple of days or so I felt my abilities have gotton stronger and i feel like this is the year that things will change for me and hopefully i'll be able to move with my bf, i've been very confidant about abilities lately until yesturday when my roommate decided to have his yearly meltdown and take things out on me, i've known him for almost 7 years so i knew he was due for his meltdown but after it, it left me feeling not very confidant in myself or my abilities and now i feel like nothing will ever change for me, like i'll be stuck here for the rest of my life and that i have no abilities. This always happens to me whenever i have a bad day, my abilities dont work too well and i feel like nothing will ever happen. its frusterating and i try to let it roll off my shoulder but sometimes its not easy to do

sweetie glad u are back no need to apologize we understand...here is a huge hug everything will be okay your roommate shouldnt take his frustrations out on u he should take care of his problem not blame it on u...and whenever he has his meltdowns just ignore him...everything will be ok and u will move with your bf stay positive and always be confidant with yourself and your abilities... always believe in yourself u got a great life ahead of u... stay strong gd luck keep us posted im sending u lots of positive energy....much love and huggies

thank you Tara *huggles*

u are so welcome sweetie anytime....much love and huggies

Hey hun, I know how you feel. Sometimes it seems as though all of our efforts and progress go to waste but I think you'll soon realize that no effort goes wasted.