I am so sorry to hear you are going through so much. Sending you all the positive energy I can. Keep in mind that you need to do what is right for you first. If you really feel that your health is being seriously threatened there are various programs that can help you, depending on your circumstances. Remember to focus on your health first. xoxo wishing you all the best

If this "safe, comfortable, healthy, sane healing sanctuary with peace and quiet" truly exists, please let me know, as I'd like to move there myself.  

If you attune to Doreen Virtue, then you know all the panic, despair, despiration and negativity you are currently exhibiting, feeling and experiencing, means you are manifesting and welcoming more of it into your life/world.  Peace, health & happiness don't come from outside..but inside.  There is a lot in your post to think about and address..but ultimately it is never about 'them'..the ones we perceive to be causing the problems..it is, in some form or fashion, about us, and how we deal with it.  After all, it is very easy to be nice to people when they are being nice to us.

Look for the positive, bloom where we are planted, show gratitude for what we do have, enjoy, allow and grow.  Be open, non-junmentally, to all opportunities that cross your path to name a few.  There are numerous lessons that can be learned.

I was feeling bombarded in my last residence and just moved to a wonderful old farm surrounded by state forests...and it fell into my lap.  Never doubt the power of prayer.  Add mine to the list.  I had all but resigned myself to being stuck in that environment for who knows how long...I believe that god always gives you what you need.  Hold on a little longer and remember angels walk among us in many guises.

I am astonished to read that there could be problems like the ones you have written about, in the Developed World.
I know everyone there is not super rich but it surprises me to learn that you wouldn't be able to move to a better and more suitable place for you to live in.

I live in India and thought of anwering because you wrote about Ayurveda in your post.
Have you considered doing Pranayam along with Yoga?

I'm new on this forum and on MB and I haven't found my war around properly yet, so I may or may not come back to this post. In which case, I'd like to urge you again to do Pranayam..... it clears the repiratory system as nothing else possibly can, and without havign to spend a dime, too!

Yoga is a bit time consuming and needs to be done under proper guidance, but you may do pranayam by yourself... just google and read about it and you may start!