Years ago I lost someone very dear to me.  I was told he died.  I knew he had a mysterious past and was in a protection program.  Sometimes I would think of him and get a small feeling in my gut like someday I would see him again.  Lately though my mind has been consumed with thoughts of him and my gut feelings are off the scale.  when ever I get these feelings I end up seeing the person.  I talked to my sister and she was surprized because he has also entered her thoughts lately.  The feeling I am having is so strong I am shaking from it.  I try to put it aside, but find it impossible.  I talked to a friend of mine who knows nothing about what happened.  He looked at me and told me that person was still alive.  My head says I am crazy and My gut and my heart tell me he is coming and I will be seeing him.  What I feel for this man is beyond love.  But at the time I was not ready to be with him.  I could really use some advice about this.  has anyone ever experienced anything like this before.  Don't get me wrong,  when every I have a gut feeling on something like I am going to see someone or something is goiing to happen it comes true.  But this is blowing my mind.  Do I listen to my heart and gut,  or what my head says.
I would appreciate any feedback on this.

sweetie here is a huge hug....much love and huggies

OH MY GOSH!!! I kind of have the same problem!

I met this guy last year and started liking him out of nowhere! AT first it was just a crush, but then it's almost like I could see who he was behind all those masks. Everytim I try to think of him as a friend and leave it alone thinking he couldn't possibly like me, I get this feeling in my gut like something's being torn from me.
NO, you're not crazy!

Hugest of hugs! i know just how frustrating it can feel!

Here's a huge hug  . In times of conflict between the head and the heart, the heart usually wins. Just trust your feelings. You may not know where they come from but they are usually right. I wish you the best of luck sweetheart.

Huge hugs to you.