Thank you for your replies.  Thank you for you help and understanding.  I was told by a friend who is in Special Opts with the Marines that he is still alive.  Also a physic who knew nothing about what I am feeling told me my lost love is coming for me.  This is very scary for me, and I appreciate your support and caring.

Again thank you.  It is a blessing to have people who can understand and support me in this.

Avalon

It is good to know that there are people out there who care and support me in this.  I have had three people tell me that he is still alive.  One is a friend, who is in Special Opts in the Marine, another was a physic who knew nothing of me  told me my lost love is coming for me,  another is my sister.   This is very scary for me.  It comforting to know I am not crazy.  Yes, I wil follow my heart.  I don't know when he will come, but I feel it.   Thank you, thank you for your words of comfort and insight.  May the Goddess and the God watch over you all and protect you.

Blessed be
Avalon

Infinitely big hugs to you.... sincerely...!!