Here's a huge hug. You deserve it! Caring for someone with medical issues of that magnitude can be wearing, even if you love them as much as you obviously do. It's OK to be tired. It's OK to be discouraged. It's OK to just wish it were all over, that everything was fixed NOW. Just for a little while, bring in the hugs all these wonderful people are sending you, and bask in the knowledge that there's someone who cares, someone who's offering love, with no strings attached. Basking in love can do amazing things for taking the weight off your shoulders. Then, take that wish that everything was well and fixed, and take that love, and let it flow through yourself, and see it flowing into your life. See it clearing away all the things that weigh you down. It won't make the health problems magically disappear, but it helps with the weight.

Remember, you need to take the time to love yourself occasionally if you want to keep giving 110% to others. You deserve the love as much as they do, so don't be stingy with yourself. Any time you need a hug, remember us. Or better yet, come back and chat! There's always hugs to spare!

Here is a special "HUG" for you both but there is a catch.  It can only be nejoyed in the NOW.  This present moment. Now. We can have hugs in the future or the past.  In fact the only time we ever have to enjoy or fear life is now.  Now is all the time we have so my hug is for you   now.  Take it   now.  Can you embrace your curret situation just for the present moment? Just for this present moment you can accept "what is?'  Our journey is so difficult when we allow memories and regrets from the past or fears for the future into the present moment to destroy our joy in the present moment of being.  (((hugs)))
NeoGeo