Hi all,
I really need a hug. I will calm down, but to do that I have to vent .
I will do a short vent.
I volunteer. I do it for the kids. I work my rear off. A 60 hour a week non paid position. I get yelled at for things way out of my control. They could do it better. But they don't. I would say f$&^$$ it if it wasn't to benifit 150+ kids.
Why can't "adults" put aside their ego, powertripping, lives aside. UUGGHH

They say they will do all they can to help, but they don't. They hope you won't notice. I did. And when I calm down, I will let them know that I know.
They can't fire volunteers. I always do my best to help.
They brought this on with their "own" bad karma. I just hate that I have to work so hard so it doesn't affect the kiddos.
People tell me not to do it anymore. I have to. No one else will and there are 150+ kids needing this. At least I can proudly say,"I don't let my ego get in the way of the kids"!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thanks, I feel much better just typing this.
Lots of love to you all.
Thank you tourbi for asking.

You are wonderful for giving so much for the kids!!! Be sure and give for you too.
I love you dear!!!
Keep being the wonderful you and I am so glad you vented.

You are the best!!!!!!!!
I will, I just need to chill first.
I like haveing a place to "say"it, instead of doing by myself.
Lots of love
Karlene

Karlene you're such a wonderful,warm,caring person.....You do so much and you should be so proud of yourself for taking your time and energy and giving back.....I cant really offer any advice...I still feel that i am between adulthood and childhood lol.....But seriously good on you and i hope you sort this out...Sometimes adults can make things turn into something its not and that sh*ts me....Just smile,protect yourself from negativity and keep your mind on the kids......It will smoothe out.

Heres some *huggles* positive energy and all my love going to you.


Tamara :o)

tamara, this is great advice! Your here for me.
I am proud, just frustrated.
A big hug to you.
Love ya lots.
Karlene