I am prayin for ya
If you really understand the steps & apply it In your life ,you wont want to drink again .
your just feeling fear..you know what we use for that ,,,,FAITH
        you'll be ok .
sobriaty & abstinence arent the same ,Im prayin that you find that out.

Im 8mos out of an engagement ,been sober 7yrs, she couldnt stay sober,
I had no choice ,I had to leave her ..but then 1month after she moves out my sponcer asks to sleep at her house...

I cant begin to tell you how that felt

It affected my pride ,sexual relations ,personal relations ,& security
this is my invetory,Its what causes the emotions,by sharing with you it helps me let go .
I pray for my x & x sponcer all the time ,dont want resentments to linger

The thing is I really didnt wont to drink ,sure I thought of it ,as well as jumpin off a bridge,but it dosnt make sence.

the thing I do now is look for oppertunities to help a fellow drunk

cheers!!! & a big hug

Take a deep breath and know that the prayers are going out, so you keep counting those days.
Best of Luck.
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Thank you all for all the prayers!  God bless everyone!  Love Vera