Um wow!   If you really think you're being attacked by a succubus you really need to get some help from a church elder who is skilled in this sort of thing.  It doesn't matter what religion you believe, you just need someone skilled in banning demons.  This kind of thing is no joke.  It might start out as a bad dream and go away, fine, but if it's this bad, it could have the power to destroy your day life.  You need another person there who is strong, fearless and who can fight a being like that.  It sounds all so very horror movie of me to say, but seriously, you need to get tangible help wherever you sleep.  

I followed the link that Nicole posted and I do agree with that so long as it works.  But if this is happening now and continuing, you need outside help.  That's just my opinion.  Someone you trust completely.  I know there is an amazing amount of Catholic backlash in the world these days, but I would trust them, honestly.  Even if you aren't sure, it can't hurt to try to find out what your local church would say and how they might be able to point you in the right direction.  

If they don't take you seriously, make them take you seriously or find someone else to help you.  

I'm all for self-sufficiency, but sometimes evil happens and you need someone to guide and help you out of it.  

I'm assuming that you have put your interest in the "dark arts" behind you?  I'm not judging that one way or another, believe me, I just want to get an idea of where you're coming from.  And your post really worried me.  

What I would say is that you need to let light and goodness in.  It sounds cheesy, but you must stay strong and truly believe in good right now.  

Prayers and hugs sent your way.

Hey shenoc,
I've never really messed with dark arts cause I'm really scared of this kind of stuff but once I used a cross
to make some predictions (and yes,I'm really sorry I did that..I feel horrible and I swear to never do it again!!!!!)
and then I started having some terrible nightmares that I kept waking up again and again but I was still dreaming...
Sometimes I woke up and couldn't breath... I got really scared as you can imagine!!!
To solve this problem I prayed a LOT!!!! I swore to God I would never do it again and I kept censing the house everyday.
That helped a lot!!! I don't know if you believe in God but that would help you!
What also helped was to have the TV on...Sometimes when I wake up from a nightmare I turn it on...and sometimes also
keep it with some sound so that it feels like somebody is in the house.
It helps me sleep and feel calm. If you keep having these dreams I'd totally advise you to go and talk to a priest.
There are very good ones and they are very helpful. I would for sure!
I wish you good luck and that everything is over soon.

sweetie here is a huge hug and lots of positive energy...much love and huggies

thanks allot guys for the hugs and everything,
to tell the truth i didn't really gave up dark arts,I'm still in touch with it,but only because I'm trying to banish her.
And i really do believe in God,but i don't know what to think with all the religions,i just started to just believe and trust on my own,and doing what i think its right,not what some priests tell me to do,but they don't,cause that really sounds bad to me.
And i never thought someone would read that things,I've posted it,and later I found out no one talked on it for a long time.
Well I decided to see a few priests,too bad I exorcists aren't so easy to find.