Ok Here Goes I've Known Angel Since I Was 5 When We Were Teens We Started The Beginnings Of A Relationship We Had Always Liked Each Other But Since Our Families Were Close We Never Did Anything We Kissed One Time Shortly After That One Kiss He Was Sent To Prison We Spoke On The Phone Wrote Letters Everything But 2 Yrs Later When I Was 17 I Met The Man I'm Now Married 2.after Serving A 8 Yr Sentence He Got Out Of Prison But I Avoided Him Because Of Our History.now Its Been 12 Yrs Since Our Lil Teen Love I Have 3 Kids And Hes With A Girl That Had A Child With His Relative Shes Also Known Him Since She Was 5.so Of Course Me And This Girl Have Known Each Other 4 Yrs And Have Become Good Friends. We Are All Close We Spend Holidays With Each Other A Week At Each Others Houses Because We Live In Different Cities But This Weekend We Drove Down 2 There House As I Was Sleeping Angel Would Come In A Caress My Face I'd Pretend To Sleep We Had Alot Of Tension Between Us I Know 4 Me A Lot Of Old Feelings Came Back Well At The End Of The Trip He Tried To Kiss ME,BUT I SAID NO .Now iIRegret Not Kissing Him And Its Driving Me Crazy Because I Love My Husband But I Still Feel For Him And We Can Still Talk Like When We Were Little Kids I Am Just So Confused Please Someone

Well I would think that now you are 26 you must be mature enough to take the right decision.The freind of yours was your childhood sweetheart which you should cherish lifelong.But this doesn't mean you can the relationship you are thinking of with him.Feelings are always there.They never go.They only change with time.Let the feelings for him be as it is.It will change with time.You do love your husband alot and you should be fair with him.Don't rush things due to the unsure feelings which you are having right now.I am sure you wil regret things if you take a drastic step towards the friend.And also you should make that clear to him that he got no intention of that sort if you truely respect your husband and your marriage.Instead concentrate in having time with your hubby and I am sure you will be happier.

The feelings you are having are only the residual feelings from the past which you could have never been able to satisfy.

hugsss,

dhav

Its Dangerous path that you are about to walk and there will be no winners.
But the decission will be life changing and you know the answer already. I feel that there is a childs inocence in the feeling that you can return to glorys past but the water under the bridge is long past. There a question you wont ask him and you dont want to because he will lie. He doesnt trust people and he has had the child removed from his soul.
Please walk carefully There is way too much hidden deception you dont know about.
Good luck and hugs and blessing on your choices.
Cheers Pete

sweetie here is a huge hug....much love and huggies

Hi Hon,

A HUGE HHHUUUGGG, positive energy, and love to you.
I think the reason the feelings bother you so much(just my opinion),
is because you never closed out the relationship that may have been.
He went away, you moved on with your life.
Sorry I don't have advice to help with this.
You know what to do.

Lots of love to you.
Karlene