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silversphere
Age: 40 Zodiac: 
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Location: So Cal
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Posted: Sun Mar 30, 2008 6:48 am |
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Yes, hi- thank you for reading and responding......I've finally rested and was able to sort some things out....the material things are really not important (except the CD's which they didn't take, haha!) and most of my paper work is in order....the computer was I one never used, and only had some of my recordings on it, and that's it. Weird that the bedroom door was kicked in and a knife was on the floor......that's what creeps me out.....but maybe I am crazy, because my mind/soul/body does not feel anger, hate, revenge, or trauma. I certainly do not feel like forgiving, but I know the last laugh is on them. I know they probably couldn't understand, but I really feel and believe that they stole from themselves-by stealing from me. I'm guessing they were already suffering before this jacking, and I'm guessing right now they're suffering, just because. Also, these weren't punker-squater kids (probably 18-25 years old) they were gangster type kids. Also, when they broke in, I wasn't fearful.....I was nervous, yeah, but my Buddhist thinking-mind thought....go with the flow....calm down.....if you get attacked, well then you have to fight back and don't be afraid....give it your all, and let's see what happens.......Just strange too that I've had such great things recently happen to me, then a few bad things happen all at the same time. I'm going through big change, and this is a by product, I believe. Also, coming back that morning after the test, too, was perfect timing...they ran as I pulled in and didn't get everything they wanted! Well, thanks for reading...I will respond to others too, someday, once I get settled in to my new place and get everything going. But this is nice to share and unburden myself. I'm not obsessing on what happened, just trying to ingest it, so this is a little free therapy just by sharing. Peace to all and thank you-
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