ok guys, i kinda stayed off MB for a month to collect my thoughts about where i want to go with my abilities and have found doesnt matter what i want they have a mind of their own.  

my 28 year old sister who stayed with her husband before they got married with is leukemia where they had to even take all his marrow than  never left my fathers side fighting cancer till we lost him last july has now had to be insiminated with her husbands sperm because they took it before the marrow transplant, lost the baby in her 12th week.  

The night before those pacmen that i told you of that use to eat my black dots lost to the black curtains i just kept seeing across my visions.  

my 23 year old daughters bunny "Bunny" was pure white and 9 months old and the most cuddly animal, potty trained, best friends with one of my two cats.... became ill suddenly.  

My daughter came in my room one morning after my wake up meditating (where my white vision was a bunny and it kept hopping out of the picture, appearing again and hopping out again) and says Bunny's not doing good she cant breath.  well she is in college couldn't take the time so i said i would take her to the vets, thinking the vets will charge me an arm and a leg and make her better. NO, instead they look at me and said she was dying what would you like us to do.  so i called my daughter at school and told her i would stand by Bunny as they put her down.  

Now all pet lovers know how traumatic that is, i have put cats down too but what scared me was the visions.  i told you when i first came on MB i was scared to start seeing bad things.  

i being who i am, glass half full and always find the positive side decided the black waves were the eclipse (which was also the same day she lost the baby) but gotta tell you guys still trying to find a positive spin on the bunny vision.

Oh well i'm here to stay for a while i guess whether you like it or not.

Sorry to hear you have had alot of hard times lately....I think even the most positive of positive people would get scared from seeing bad things etc...Its never easy to put a pet down,in the past month we have had to put 3 animals down (from old age) and one died on her own from old age,its always sad......Heres some *huggles* and my positive energy going to you.......Hope things pick up for ya very soon.


Tamara :o)

sending you hugs.
so sorry for all the roughness you have had lately.
mo

HI Dode,
A HUGE HHHUUUGGG, positive energy and love to you and your daughter, son-in-law.
You and your family are in my prayers.

I put a poem in a thread I did when I lost my dog. animal lovers or something.
Read that. Go to the rainbow bridge. A beautiful peom for you.
My comp. acting up or I would do it.

Please always come here when you need to vent.

Sorry that I can't help with the "bunny" thing.

Lots of love
Karlene

hi Dode,

here's the poem which Karlene was talking about.



Lots of love and healing and hugs to you and family.i know how hard it is to lose an animal.



dhav