Normally when I'm sick or extremely tired my abilities can litterly be everywhere at once and they dont work so well, one of my abilities is to block someone from harming me in anyway and trying to bind my abilities, well since i've been sick for the past few days my abilities havent been up to speed like they normally are, so i was sitting here at the computer trying to give someone a picture reading and all of a sudden i felt like my energy and my abilities were being stolen from my body and i started to panic because everytime that happens i feel empty, I've been born with these abilities and there a part of me so everytime that happens i know someone is trying to mess me up so i called my friend up(hes got abilities to) to stop whatever that was trying to block my abilities up, he stopped the person from doing so and now i;m fine and no longer sick(although lingering cough and some sniffles nothing major) What pissed me off more then anything was that it was my current bf ex girlfriend draining my abilities, she has done this before when i was just started to get them and tried on other occasions until i finally unlocked the ability to protect myself, the only reason she does that to me is because she does black magic and she did it on my bf when he was dating her and thats how she controlled him, that is something i will never forgive her for because she tried to change him and ended up hurting him more, all she did was stress him out and made him feel like nothing  shes the only person i really truly hate i know thats a strong word but i do, she hates my guts because she knows from the minute she entered his life i knew something was off about her and she hates me because she knows i can read her like a book and i knew what he little scheme was before she did anything, lol its funny she acts all big and bad whenever she tries to block my abilities but when i see her in person she gets really scared shes actually afraid of me which is funny as hell but shes pissed off at me for having him break up with her but ya know he asked for my help because she had so much control over him he didnt know what to do, normally hes not the person that is into thinking about suicide hes always a happy person until he met her and that went down hill and when i finally got the ability to talk to him telepathically i couldnt get past the pain and hurt he was feeling because of her and he was thinking about harming himself which shocked me because hes never had those thoughts before and it scared the crap out of me, hes back to his normal self now    but the nerve of her still trying to do that to me still pisses me off i dont understand why she cant give it up and move on with her life. sorry for dumping on this on everybody just felt like ranting

Huge hugs to the both of you  Some people are all about control, and hate it when they start to loose that control.  My ex-husband was all about control.  I've been divorced for over 4 yrs now, and he still attempts at keeping tabs on me and trying to control me.  It doesn't work though lol  But I know how it feels to have those who have no say bud into ur life because they can't handle loosing something that was never really theirs to control.

So again, HUGE HUGS!!!  and much love sent your way! :D

yeah i know she doesnt have the control over him anymore and ever since shes lost it she hasent been the same and doesnt know what to do with herself except for occasionally try to take something away from me, and ever since he broke up with her, she has had bad karma ever since which makes me laugh cause its like you wanna treat someone like that and try to make them your little puppet karma is gonna come back to you 10 times fold and since she uses dark magic its gonna come back worse on her and i hope it gets her so bad cause she deserves it!

Here is a HUGE HHHUUUGGG, positive energy and love to you.
Karlene

thanks Karlene