Well, at least two gifts that I can identify so far: that of amazing photographer and also incredible writer. But mostly, for me it has been a speech with which I readily identify at this point in my life.

I have always felt "by-polar", too, only in the last few years the downs are crowding out the ups. By reading in this site, I believe I could be somewhat empathic, but it does not change the fact that I have excessive emotional reactions to others and need to "crawl back into my cave", as you so well put it, after any exhausting encounter. I recently discovered I can get this same effect even online: and me thinking this was an easier mode of communication for me...!

I do have an understanding companion and I guess it makes the whole difference. But if I have one, then you will soon have one, too, because you can just about imagine my social abilities  

The main point I wanted to make is that it is a pleasure to read you (if you blog, I will follow it like mad: it would be like reading a good book) and that I hope you will pm me whenever you feel like peeking out of the cave a little. I promise to be as unobtrusive as I would hope for myself.

And of course you are entitled to as many hugs as you wish!  

Im sorry you're going thru such a confusing,down and out time in your life.......I dont have any advise really but here you will find people to talk to and help you the best they can........I hope that things ease for you soon because you're such a lovely person who deserves to be happy and uplifted.

Heres some *huggles* and positive energy going to you and also my love.


Tamara :o)