Kt,

Lets take this in small peices.

Do you have to keep this job? I don't know where you live, so I'm asking. Or are you afraid to look for another?
Keep taking your naps, doing affirmations, and saying the positive things. Keep believeing it. Your the only one who can!!!! When you start to say I don't think so today, Just give yourself a hug from me, and tell yourself you are special. You will smile.

Do me a favor. Stop looking for someone. Start believing in yourself, tell yourself someone is out there looking for you. There is.

You look so hard that the negative veil you put up hides you. Knowing someone is looking for you will fade the negative to positive energy, Then you'll have more someone's than you can handle.

Lots of love to you.

Karlene

I don’t know what to do with my job, it’s not the worst in the world but it’s not something I like to do. I’m still trying to figure out what career I should get into that they actually have jobs for, and I might like at the same time. I have been looking for jobs, but I haven’t seen one I really would like better than the job I have now. I’ve already graduated college too. I figure if I find something to do that I don’t mind doing everyday I’ll be happier. I’m not happy in general, which I know causes me problems.
I would love to believe that there is someone out there looking for me, it would save me the trouble of looking.