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Hello, I don't have any really constructive advice to give you.  I hope that telling your story has released the pressure somewhat.  I will send you some positive energy and tell you that things will work out in the end for you and you will find that place that you want to be.  Its just going to take a little time.  I feel your anger at the unjustness of your life, I hope you take time to enjoy the small things in life.  The beauty in a small fragile flower, the colours at sunset, the smell of fresh cut grass.  I think you need to look for small miracles to accomplish the bigger ones in your life.

Please take care and extrememly large hugs to you.

Suzi

That does sound like a pretty tough job,anything to do with sales or customer service is difficult.....If you really dont like that job and it is making you feel worse it is best to get out and find something else......I know this is totally different,but when i was 16/17 yrs old i worked in my aunts shop in the summer,by the beach.....At first it was cool,extra money and i grew alot from that....Then she started really getting into me and putting me down sort of, in front of other workers and customers sometimes.She said it was because i was a family member and she had to make it look like i wasnt getting it easy......I never did get it easy i did alot of work while they all took coffee breaks......Im scared of my aunt lol altho she is a lovely person,she was stressed,in the end i was also stressed and i had to get out.I was falling back into my shell and it wasnt good for my health.....It was awful......Work places can be hell.

I think getting away from the negative things in your life is a start....I dont really know what to say but just stay strong.....Sometimes things look like they have no light at the end but everything does,its just sometimes you may not know what path to take.....You have to think what makes you happy,what do you really want out of life and then take the small steps to get it.......You are strong,i can tell.....Try to keep the faith and the positive thoughts going.......I hope you feel better soon and things improve for you....I wish you all the best.


Here are some *huggles*, positive energy and my love going your way.

Tamara :o)

sweetie here is a huge hug...much love and huggies

Your on the right track.  Getting out of the negative area, starting with a positive mood and location is the first best step.

Lots uf HUGE HHHUUUGGGSSS , Positive energy, and love.

Keep us informed.

Karlene