Asperger's Syndrome is a male thing right?... But I think I might have that too.

Because I have the same problems listed on this page except the fact that I am a she.(I'm a lil boyish though)
http://www.udel.edu/bkirby/asperger/aswhatisit.html

GOOD NEWS, You're not alone! *hugs*

Hey! You have the same sign as me! *hugs*

The suicidal thoughts were long gone though, so was the so-called home leaving. If you were here about two years ago, you would find really dangerous content on my blog, also caused by family changes. I would personally go mad all over again in your position.

Do you have something that you really like to do, that really interests you? That might help a little, having a goal in life or something that makes you happy. But you seem to have very little support from the ones around you, which I think are bringing you down.

If they don't give you support, WE WILL.

Wait.... I feel extremely awkward giving "advice" to someone older... o_O...

By the way, you'll probably feel a little awkward reading all our responses too. But since you've come here, we hug you :D.

First a very big hug to you ((())).

I had already a job where I had to follow all that things, besides I don't really agree with them in some situations. It just what we have to do in the store, but if it's not something you are comfortable with and also doesn't fullfill you, then I agree you should change =).

I also agree you should move to another place, somewhere where you can encounter yourself again. Head up and a smile in your face is all you need to succeed ;). Believe in yourself and move on! Better days are coming and don't worry, when less you are expecting, love will knock at your door =). Remember, the most precious, sacred and beautiful thing we have it's life! Living you can do whatever you want, be whatever you want, you just need to focus yourself on what you really want to you and your life and act according that. Start living, stop surviving. ;) You can do it, we all can, so come on! ;).


I hope I could help you =)

Lots of light and love to you, stay with angels. =)  

Patt

I know more or less how you are feeling. I've been chronically depressed since age 9 and have debilitating "social" issues, basically I protect myself by never letting anyone know me. For the last 3 years I have had a job that requires me to interact with people on a constant basis and it has had such a detrimental effect on me. It has made me feel so lost in life. People say to be strong and hang in there but after doing so for so long, the prospect of letting go of what you've built in your "job" seems liberating, despite the consequences. Ekk! Sorry, this is totally too chatty.

I am sure you got a lot of potential in you sderenzi.recognize it and do what your heart tells you.This world is a beautiful place if you make such a place for yourself.

HUGGGsss to you