Hello,
Since i am 14 everybody is acting strange to me. Now i'm 23 and i realised i have hiv. 3 years ago i had a clue and i went with my mother to make the test and they faked it, being negative. I already got used with the idea, it's just that i don't know what to do.  My family tried to kill me many times.  Once my sister left the gas opened with no fire. Other time at a party i was staying on a bench and my "friends" throwed me down. And those are just a few examples.
Since i am infected everibody is acting strange to me. They are doing all kind of setups to manipulate me or to make me kill myself. I remember 4 years ago some friends were alwais asking me: "haven't you killed yourself already?"
What i hate the most is that they don't want to die in peace and they haven't also let me live my life.
What can I do?  

I don't quite know what to say at the moment.  
Please be kind and gentle with yourself.  I'm going to be with what you have said for a while.
In the mean time.
Take good care of yourself.  You have a lot to offer.

I would move and get a new life for yourself.

HIV whilst being a difficult and lifelong disease process can be treated very effectively and now a days you will live a very long productive life.

I can't comment on your family life or what they have done to you.  I will however off you a hug and hope that things improve for you.

Suzi

sweetie im so sorry that u are being treated this way i am speechless...they shouldnt treat u any differently..u are a wonderful person live your life to the fullest stay well and be positive here is a huge hug for u...much love and huggies

what Suz said! MOVE!! you have every right to be here on this earth like everybody else. just go on with your life and live it to the fullest dont listen to the load of bull they try to feed you. best of luck *huggles*