I'm with real, HIV has come a long way.  Move out and Move on, you have a lot to live for.  I have a cousin that was diagnosed 20 years ago.  He not only lives every day to his fullest he goes to schools and boys and girls clubs and talks to them about HIV.  its makes him feel better to see people that care and listen.  Good luck and remember you are 23 and need to be happy and loved.

The last 2 weeks and a half i've been through some tough times. My family brang me a police officer at home and they took me eith the force to a hospital of mental dideases. They are still trying to brainwash me and make me think that i'm not infected. Today i got out and i went to the police to made a declaration of what they did to me and that they used force when it was not necessary but i'm afraid that my family is too influencial in my city or even in my country for the police to do something.
I also think that somebody is playing with my life. My cousin is an unsuccessfull writer, he wrote 2 books and mentioned all he's family except me, my mother and my sister. I think he is using me as a material for he's book as i've been through alot. I think everything is by he's fault.
Thank you for the good energy you sent to me, it was useful in the hospital and i hope the police will make justice, else i should learn to do magic

Move, find another state that has a strong social welfare medical system.
Don't stay with this 'family' who will put you down at the first chance.

Wew, I am surprised of what happened around you. I also have an incurable illness but at very least thing I could do to myself and people around me is to keep on living.

I can feel your strong will and passion so let's put it in a great positive thinking and move forward. Peace and GBU.