Damn. I'm a little annoyed with myself... I let myself feel down again. It's normal since yesterday my ex boyfriend tryed to call my attention I guess, but I don't care (at least I try to don't care)...it's also normal as I still don't have a job and I don't know what to do about my professional life (study again another thing? if yes what? go where more to get a job? grr damn my country and his economic crisis doesn't help at all).


I hope soon I can organize my life and meet the person who will really love me... I'm tired of healing deep wounds, specially this last one as it messed completely with all aspects of my life..and now I'm here with no job, not studying, not much socializing, just sitting in my bedroom like a sick person without a life... I hate this, really hate... I don't ask anything bad for anyone, but I hope my ex boyfriend gets what he deserves...

Well, I know better days will come for me, in some momments my positive thoughts will come but I'm just tired of the way I'm living...actually I don't think I'm living, I think I'm just surviving...I'm young and I have this way of living...I feel embarrassed...


My deep apologies, I think I also needed to vent...


Stay with angels

Well
Lets start with hugs and i cant slap a pretty lady.
Get out of the house and get some sunshine.  It will do you the best of good.
Cheers Pete

A big Grandpa hug to you....I know how you might feel...was in the same situation 30 years ago...but then married and no income, it was not a good feeling, and in the end it made me start the shop I am still running.

Hopefully it will changes soon...the only thing that work is to try and try, never give up... and don't feel embarrassed....you are not alone in your situation...and as long as you don't give up...you will make yourself stronger and more determent for thing later in life.

Another big huuuugggg and good luck

Thanks both of you for your motivating words.

I'll get out more times and I won't give up... It's good feeling you understand me, thanks Rhuto. A big hug for both of you too .

You can do anything you want and be all you can be.  
Just open up and receive all the Universe has for you.
Take good care of you.  Hugs