sweetie here is a huge hug.... much love and huggies

I feel where you are at. I too am going through some sort of solitude transformation. Its okay to realize these things. Everyone at some point in their lives go through this. When you emerge, you will see all the changes you have achieved as significant ones for the rest of your life.

Have you tried volunteering? I have been a volunteer for a long time and when I help someone else less fortunate than myself it really puts a whole new meaning into my life. I look at things I thought I knew about myself in  WHOLE new light. It puts perspective of whatever I am going through as perhaps not as important as what I thought was so important.

I also journal a lot and this really helps as well. Date each entry, write at will, whatever comes to mind. Do it everyday, in a month review what you've written and you will be amazed at what you've accomplished!

Gosh I hope this helps!

Many hugs to ya!

Jewelsjc