Every one with some sort of talents informed me that before this year was up I would meet the love of my life. The man I would live and die with. I was hoping they were right, but the year was coming to end with no prospects in sight. UNTIL........ Steven came along. The first 2 weeks speaking to him was like a dream. We were on the same page with most everything. it was the epitome of love at first sight.

Suddenly, Steven has pulled away from me and everything we discussed and planned seems to be null and void. I love this man, but I feel he is broken beyond my repair. Not sure if he can even fix himself from the tragedies that he has experienced over the last 3 years before meeting me.

In any event, I still love him and want to help him. But he won't even speak to me beyond a few words. I decided to just let him lead the way, but I don't know if I can go through this depression for us.  He is making me feel like it was all just too good to be true. And soo....... my mysticboard friends. Curly desparately needs a hug.  

A big Grandpa hug to you....it is a sad when it happen this way....even if your friend might need help....it takes a great toll on you to help and since the relationship are fairly young, you have to evaluate if it is worth it...are there commitment from him....don't have the Reading in your mind.....it might as well be another guy you should have met or meet...look at your feelings.....if they tell you to fight for him...do it...else take a clean brake...but always give it a thought

So I spoke with and it is a bit worst than I expected. He is suffering from depression. I mean he couldn't attriculate his feelings, but the vibe I'm getting is that of depression.

So you meet the man of your dreams, but he suffers from depression. What a trade off. My only focus now is to be supportive and not drive him away. I have been depressed before and i'm not even sure how others dealt with me. But I love him, so i'm going to do my best for him.

And, I still need a hug. Thanks all.

I appreciate your reply grampa. But I'm going to try. I want to try. So I'm going to.

here is a huge hug for u sweetie... much love and huggies