looks like a "black stripe" has begun in my life again :( First, I had to get a new job - I did enjoy my last job but they paid me much less so, I had to find myself something else as noone else works in my family.  Well, I find the atmosphere at a new place extremely depressing. Unfortunatelly my co-workers are not very understanding poeple and expect me to learn everything at once. Ive been working there for 3 days only, its impossible to pick up everything in such a short time! Changes dont come easy to me at all and when I dont get any kind of support and assistance I feel really down.

well, I would have taken it all easy, if all the rest had been ok, but my love life is going down as well. My boyfriend suddenly stopped communicating with me when he learned he was going to be sent to Iraq for a year. All he said was our relationship was not going to work and that he wanted to break up, but he did not give me any explanation or anything, he just vanished away and I cant reach him. I miss him so much... if he wrote me just a few lines it woul give me so much positive energy...

I do hate whining, especially that I know some people have problems that are much more serious than mine, but I  feel so sad I needed to share it with someone and maybe get some hugs in return

thanks

hi sweetie im sending you a lots of huuuge hugs n positive energy,just hang in there do the best you can,n if it doent work it means its not 4 you,one door closses n another one will open,about your boyfriend maybe is scared n doesnt want to tie you down 4 some reason, pray alot and talk to your guarding angel n listen really listen,because they will answer you ok be blessed with love lluvia(sonia)huuuuuuuuge huuuuuuuugs

here is a huge hug sweetie huggies

I am sending you one of my HUGE hugs, wrapped in positive thoughts - hope it helps a little.

Brightest Blessings

Sarah

A large hug for you to help take a way the blues.

Suzi XXX