Since the early 1980s, I have lived with Hidradenitis Suppurativa -- recurrent abcessing under my arms, breasts, at my waistline, and in my "personal section" -- I'm 46 years old now and here's how I feel

. My most recent outbreak has had me out of commission, so to speak, for nearly two weeks now. The frustration I feel, the powerlessness, the guilt, are wearing me thin. Another doctor visit on the 18th -- sort of a last resort. Ladies and gentlemen, angels and advocates of light, hugs would be greatly appreciated and gladly reciprocated.