A BIG hug coming your way, hopefulgirl86!

If you were closer to me, I'd be your friend! But alas, we're two countries apart..

I know what it's like to be lonely, have no one to talk to. I, too, went through a stage in life where I got bullied, because I was too nice and didn't know how to stand up for myself so I got bullied easily...

Don't give up hope!! You're still young, you have your whole life ahead of you. As has already been suggested, start working on your self value. In order to be loved, you must first love yourself. Take a piece of paper and write down all your good qualities. This excercise really helps. You seem very caring and loving, so make sure you write that down

You mentioned that you don't have any talents, well hang on, you also mentioned that you love to write. Sounds like a talent's starting right there

Those people who make fun of you before they even get to know you will get what's coming for them. When you're settled down with a family and happy, they'll be the lonely ones, still out there making fun of people, probably only to make themselves feel better

hi hopeful girl i agree with everyone here u must love yourself first, i know u are beautiful inside and out, just remember suicide is not the answer, im sure your father is watching over u right now and im sure he will not be happy if u do what he did, and those people that make fun of u they are the ones that are ugly, so dont pay any attention to them, so stay strong and stay as sweet and wonderful as u are, and im sure everything will be alright,  we love u here just remember that, we are always here for u here is a huge huge hug from me sweetie. huggies

::hugs:: I already said my peace about a month ago regarding this... I wish I could do more for you but you need to believe in yourself before most people (not all) will believe in you.  

By the way, you were the one who inspired me to write the second entry in my blog. I guess you make a bigger difference than you thought. That is what makes you special.  We're here for you.  ::big warm hugs::

Angelique

Thanks everyone. I'm feeling better right now, I have a job again and it's helped out. I usually have those thoughts at night time , especially when I am having trouble falling asleep like I did last night.

I am sorry that I have only just read your message - night times are the worst as there are many less distractions to divert your mind ... my worries always seem huge at night!!!

I am glad to hear that things are improving for you ... I am sending you one of my HUGE hugs anyway ... just because I want to and you are well deserving.

Stay strong and positive.

Brightest Blessings

Sarah