hey everyone when i last came on my grandad had just died and i didnt imagine life could get worse for me but it has much much worse im just curious if anyone can see where my rainbow is? i guess im just askin for some reasurance that things are goin to get better... and im sorry if ive posted in the wrong place xxx  

Peaches,

 I am very sorry to hear about the passing of your grandfather. It is always tough to lose a person you love very much. It DOES get better.  Yesterday was 9 years since my grandfather passed away and not a day goes by that I don't miss him.  It's gotten easier because of my memories of him. I know that sounds odd, but its true.  Let the memories of your grandfather flood you and eventually you will be smiling through your tears.
Your emotions over his death could be affecting other aspects of your life which is why things have become more difficult for you. Allow yourself the time to grieve for him. You will never forget who he was to you and what he left behind IN you.  Just remember him and he'll always be with you. Change the energy from grief to happiness. He's in a better place and he's happy. Be blessed that you had him in your life as long as you did and rejoice in the love you felt for him. He'll always feel that love.

I too am sorry you have lost your grandfather. It has been many years since mine passed and I miss him a lot. The good thing is he is on the other side, so I know he is always close.

Yes things will get better. Your grandpa is with the other family members that have passed. He is happy. If you ever get a chance to watch Lisa Williams on Lifetime you should. She has a lot of interaction with spirits. It is comforting to know that our families are always around us in the after life.

Here is a big hug for you. (--------------------------------------------------------------)

My heart goes out to you! When things that are bad happen to us, our world clouds over. I know things seem really grim, but the sun does shine again. Things are negative in my world right now too. To help get through this time, I look for the small seemingly insignificant moments and hold on to them. It helps me. The small joys can add up and hold you through to brighter days. I send you love, light and happiness dear!

A big Grandad hug to you....it's always hard when someone you love pass away....but remember it is as natural as birth....so it is only we ourself that allow us to suffer.

Your Rainbow are present and will always be there for you......but in order for you to see it you must be filled with positive thoughts.
Sorrow and "negativity" clouds our mind and we are not able to see the little joy that can change a "bad" day to something better.

Another big Grandpa Hug to you and the hope for a speedy Rainbow over your head!