A big hug to you...and at the same time a little thought.
If you manage to live a full worthy life waiting for something in your trade...then fine......else you have to do as many other...including me....find something or make something that produce the values you need.
I was also "higher educated".....but if you are away from your "trade" to long...you become rusty and few are willing to give you a try....you must then use your time to take courses and show spirit.....it's a hard life.....and the worst part is that each day makes us older.
Another big hug and a big smile
