if i was you i would hit him so hard...  BUT! luckily you have more self control than me!    and so what i would suggest is, if you ever get all worked up about it just imagine beating him up    ITS GOTTA WORK!!!  or being serious: just think "whats done is done you can't help it" kay? i wish you well.



from a fellow GeMiNI

Hi Aviendra

I truly hope this run of bad luck ends very soon.  What an awful period of time for you.

Like libB I also live in OZ but in Sydney.  I have a spare room that filled iwth junk at the moment so if you are desperate, you're more than welcome to crash here - its just me and my little girl.  I'd be disowning that brother of yours and le thim fend for himself.  7years is a long time when you are wanting to make a future for yourself and buy yr own home.

I do think though that you have an inner strength and that's gotten you through this and lots of other dramas in your life.  I get the feeling that you're a clear headed thinker and I truly hope that all will work out soon.

I'm sure it will.  The TAB thing isnt good and I dont think that's going to clear up for a while yet.  The company I work for has been doing some work with TAB Corp - to take on the IT side of things for the TAB/Casino's.

Anyway...if you wnat to lean on us here for a bit, lean away and vent,cry wahtever..all you like.  If I can help out in any way, please let me know.

Peace, love and light to you!

Always remember that when 1 door closes, another 1  MUST open!...better to be secure for real than living under the illusion of security...try this...start thanking God for your new home, one that is bigger, better and most of all, peaceful, safe and secure...give thanks b4 it is given, exercise faith...and u will b pleasantly suprised