Hello, I am a new person here, and I just love it. You all  seem really lovely and friendly. Please if there are any spare 'hugs' going please could I have one? today Im feeling particularly low.  I've lost a few jobs recently due to bullying - Ive had it all my life and it gets me down. Im a loving,giving, gentle person, but people feel that they can say and do anything to me, ive stuck up for myself and I seem to be the one who gets into trouble and has to leave. Iam now in a bit of financial trouble, debts are mounting, and I am so worried that I am going to lose my flat, and other bills to pay - I have a son and a daughter, but my daughter lives away at college, and I am finding it sometimes difficult to sometimes feed ourselves...I cried today, because I am a good person and have NEVER ever done anything horrible to anyone in my life. I lost my dad to cancer last year and since then my world has crumbled...my son has also been bullied in the place we live, and its such a horrible and violent place to live - and has had bike stolen recently, which I cant replace...I cant see the wood for the trees, but one positive thing is that I managed to get myself a job...I am praying that the people in this job like me so that I dont have to leave...I am so ashamed to be so miserable and moany, and I know there are so many other people with worse problems, but today I just need a hug, cos I havent many family left, only mum, whose getting on a bit, and dont like to worry her with my troubles. I dont have any good friends, and feel so lonely..my ex husband isnt much help, and doesnt contribute financially to anything, never has and he  is a cold and heartless man...,and I find it very very hard managing absolutely everything, and feel like sometimes running away, so please if you've got a spare minute, give me a hug please? thank you x

*hugs*

Sometimes life just gets on top of us, no matter how strong we are. It sounds as if you're having a really bad time right nwo so i'll say a prayer for you tonight and send good vibes your way

Emma
xxx

Thank you so much Emma, god bless x

A big Grandpa hug to you.....your story is sad and you need a lot of love to cope with this.

I might also suggest that you take up meditation as a daily 1 or 2 time task....this will calm you and make you endure more.
Since you state you have lost several job because people are bulling you, I will recommend that you start  to work with your self-esteem and self-respect.

Many times when you start to investigate yourself true meditation, you find "sides" that need to be changed.
If we are easy "hurt" by words, then we might work with our ego, which is the one who tells you that you have been misused.
If our Ego is on "look out" and our self-esteem is low....well then almost everything become an attack on our person.
I am not saying that this is what happen to you....I am just telling in general terms.
Such persons will easy be "frozen" out from work situation, because few are willing to go around explaining that they mean no harm and other might use it in a way to hurt the person because that is their way to make a dull day more colorful.
Normally is the one who become bullied, the one who keep the job, but if like described over..no one can point a finger on the "bully thing" and then there is only one left....who must carry it all.

Another Big Grandpa hug to you....and Good luck!

I am sending you one of my HUGE hugs - I can relate totally to the position you are in but you have to believe in yourself and draw on your inner strength.  You are a very special person who deserves to have a full and happy life with your family.  I am sure the new job will work out for you ... stay positive.

Here's another HUGE hug for you ... and ones for your kids also.

Come back later and let us know how things go for you.

Brightest Blessings

Sarah