i am very anxious . I miss him too much... What i'm gonna do? He don't wanna speak with me...

Hi Sol,

Do you have friends, or activities you like to do to keep you occupied so you won't dwell on this so much? I am sorry he doesn't want to talk with you, and i know it's hard.. but you cannot change people, no one has that power. What we do have power over is to change the situation, and in this case that would be to live life and move forward. Grieve, but then move forward.... don't stay there too long, it isn't healthy and you deserve to be as happy as you can be. ::hugs::

There is an old saying...

If you love someone,
set them free,
if they come back, they're yours...
if they never do .. hunt them down and kill them ::chuckles::: I"m kidding!!!!  ::hugs:: That was supposed to make you smile
The last line is:
if they never do, they never were yours to begin with.

this are very nice words.  i'm feeling better today. thanks Angelique