I am sending you one of my HUGE hugs to you - hope it combines with the others to give you lots of support and hope.

Brightest Blessings

Sarah

In sorrow one understands joy. Observe your sorrow without being involved in it(Easier said than done). Observe all its moods, like you are watching a movie. Do not judge anything, just be, sit quietly and observe.
As far as friends are concerned this is the time to really learn who your freinds and aquaintences are. We have got used to calling all the people we know as freinds. But true freinds are those with whom one has no hangups and with whom one can BE. Yes just be.

The world has taught us many ways of interacting with others. These are just interactions perceived to be right and they are not absolute. All these rules are subjective.
I hope your agony makes you stronger, wiser and more embracing. Life is full of surprises. BE aware and the life becomes fun and one lives to the fullest.
I pray that you are able to regain your composure soon and say to heck with everyone, I can live my life on my own terms.

You are all so kind:) Thank you for your words all of you. I guess we always know what the underlying issue is but the emotions cloud your anility to see clearly. I have saved this page and I will re read it again soon, until it all sinks in properly. But for now, I am so eternally grateful for your thoughts and energy and hope that you recieve all the love and light that you need at your low times:)
Thanks
Love and light
Rach

Here's a {{{BIG SAMSON HUG}}} to see you through.

hi wildchild i felt your grief and pain, u are not responsible for your mother-in-laws death, stay strong she is looking down on u right now, and she doesnt want u to blame yourself. so hold your head high, she is in a better place and happy. here is a big huge hug.