I've been in quite a bowl of problems for quite some time now. Financially, I've been up a creek of crap for over a year, which has gotten up to $4,500 in debt to different sources. I have been nursing an understanding yet broken Heart for two months, I have siamese wisdom teeth in the back left part of my lower jaw that need to come out, and I will have to postpone that surgery until maybe next week or later because the paycheck I'm getting won't suffice for this week.

I'm twenty years old, and the world feels like, as it has always been since society has allowed it, a black hole of chaos. I am an Indigo Child, transitioning to Crystal over the past three years, with a Virgo-Sun that is its own force of nature and causes my Mind to worry so much; hyperventilation seems to be my new ways of breathing. I have never been one to reach out beyond the borders of my own sight, but somehow putting Faith into the realm of the Third Eye is one of the hardest things I've ever tried to overcome. How do you make peace with something that you believe in so much, and yet still feel hesitant towards?

I have a lovable, self-absorbed cat leaning against my lap, wonderful friends and a capacity to understand as to why when I'm alone I fall into a panic and get overwhelmed over things such as cleaning my room and trusting my hand to find the "right" Tarot card for me on a daily basis...and yet, I'm still so afraid.

So, if it's all right with you, may I please have a hug? ;_;

     Hushedespiritu

Ohhhhhhhhhh  MY! ...

Being Indigo, doesn't mean you have to be perfect.

          Of course you can have a big hug.  

            (((( H U G ))))


P E A C E
Evie  

:D thank you so much! ^_^ I really appreciate your Energy!

and another BIG HUG from me hushedspiritu

Here you go, I'll give you a Samson HUG, I hope it makes you feel better.