A big Bear Hug to you and if you wish some words too
I am very happy that you have many ideas....that show you are a creative person....what you now have to work with is to see them true.
It's no use to get them if you don't finish them.
I will also recommend that you avoid to use the "abuse" word to much, to be abused is a very great sin... and the act and the word is very negative charged.
So if you will explain both good and bad things that happen to you with this word....then you will most of the time have a "negative" thought (word) in your head and this can lead to depressions and might also make you given up on ideas because you have the "abuse" reason right there.
This is said in best intent....and as said....abuse of any person is disgusting....but the main thing is to move forward...if one manage.
Another Bear Hug and good luck from Grandpa
