Hi,

I have just been told I am dead to the woman I love more then life some days.  It is my own fault as I have lied and not been what I should have been with her.  I know in my heart I deserve the heart ache I feel for what I have done to her but do love her so... I had lost my last partner to cancer in oct of 2007 and found my love again as we had been together twice in the past.  I have so many bags I carry and I know it time to fix those which I am going to work on as I stay single until I have fixed these.  My question is .. is there any chance of in the future when I am mended and ready to be in a healthy loveship will she be the one who I can have a life with or am I fooling myself that is possible.  I am a Canadian and she is a American.

I am in woodstock, nb canada and my local time is 11:54am on Sunday May 31, 2009.... I will take any help I can get and be so happy with it.

Hope uall have a wonderful sunny day.

Heaventhere
aka - shelley