question is : when will i  settled in my life. still  i did not get good job or i did not able to do profitable business.

which areas is suitable to me. i was worked as mechanical engg. 1995.
1996 and 1997 worked as CAD designer.
i was done M.E. during 1997 to 1999
i did not get job. so i was done data entry business at home during 2000 to 2003

after that i was change my line into software programmer. last year worked as java programmer.(2006 to 2007 august)

from nov2007 to oct 2008 do share trading
first 3 month i was done tradeing business, i gained 30% of investment first two month but loses came 50% in last month.
now i was stop trading last 20 days.
can i start now.

please read for me Mr.Youdah

i am living in chennai.
previous post time 11.39pm  08dec2008
location chennai.

please tell me what reason i did not able comeup in life. when will good times starts or i always sufferent throughtout life.
please read sir
thanking you