Hi Youdah,
First of all, Thanks for the reply... I am really grateful for the answer. Many thanks for that.
Now finally my hopes should come to rest. Although I already knew that it's a no from her, but I was just thinking that God would not be so Harsh with me. He was not so in the past, so... I was also denying that in my mind because it is really hard to accept, isn't it?

hmmm It's difficult to express what I am thinking...
If I may, can I ask my other question again? I know, I should not be greedy, but I can't help but ask. Would again be grateful to you!
Can you please find when I am going to meet my life partner, with whom I will get married? Hope I get happy atleast with her.
Yes, I would certainly follow what you are saying. Whatever comes my way, I have to accept, like it or not.
So, thanks again for your help.
Regards...
P.S.: I am not sure asking how many questions is too much (not in one post, in total). I have so many on my mind, should I really ask, should I not... More of them now, after this reply. Can you suggest?