[quote="shl153"][quote="rohiniranjan"][quote="tourbi"]The gift has been given, sometimes, the gift is not always left where it's expected, yet it mean just as much, if not more, when it is found and explored.  In other words.  Yes,
Since I have stuck my nose in here,   I hope all turns out for the highest purpose for all concerned.
Many Blessings to all.[/quote]

The pencil never placed down
The stencil never locked away forever
Since a NewsPaper office comes alive when you all sleep
For the NEWS must be brought to your sleepy awakenings come 'morrow

Little do they realize ...
That by the time they are reading what they think is fresh and new
has already happened or occurred in some cases
and as stale as the reporter now who first brought in the FRESH story!

Ciao[/quote]



Beautiful words..
i think they have some meaning for my own question but i am unable to understand..please can you explain
thanks[/quote]

No they were for Tourbi. The earlier post was for you.

thanks rohiniji and rishiji..
i am shabina n will now be logging in only as ronitpf...coz it was creating confusion even to me as to which query was asked by me or my husband...

i hope that i too will be helped...as he was here..i have really liked rohiniji's and rishiji's analysis in horary forum along with some in vedic forums....

i hope and pray that whatever has happened we both have a happy and prosperous future...i hope together even after the divorce i love him to death...every day i get up feeling like killing myself.....
i am blaming myself for the whole mess....
when will i be able to get out of it...rishiji has given me some clues......
hope it is good times for him as well..coz he is a sweet and gentle man who may be cared too much what his friends wanted and less about me

hope i get love beck in my life.....and soon so that i can get up feeling that yes i want to live in this world and i pray for him too......

[quote="ronitpf"]thanks rohiniji and rishiji..
i am shabina n will now be logging in only as ronitpf...coz it was creating confusion even to me as to which query was asked by me or my husband...

i hope that i too will be helped...as he was here..i have really liked rohiniji's and rishiji's analysis in horary forum along with some in vedic forums....

i hope and pray that whatever has happened we both have a happy and prosperous future...i hope together even after the divorce i love him to death...every day i get up feeling like killing myself.....
i am blaming myself for the whole mess....
when will i be able to get out of it...rishiji has given me some clues......
hope it is good times for him as well..coz he is a sweet and gentle man who may be cared too much what his friends wanted and less about me

hope i get love beck in my life.....and soon so that i can get up feeling that yes i want to live in this world and i pray for him too......[/quote]



Dear <name>,

Almost 19 years ago, I was in a strange "place". It looked very much like *THIS* one. The names and nationalities and cultural backgrounds were different but those are very minor differences as I very quickly learned and came to terms with and even enjoy -- as I still do!

I do not intend to sermonize you or anything but just want you to know that I speak from direct and personal experience!

Love is real and contrary to popular belief and mostly bollywood movies and its concept of LOVE -- True love cannot be sucked into one's experience! It cannot be forced into one's soul.

One must humbly make space for it in one's life slowly, patiently and even anticipation gets in the way!

The space created thus with care and sincerity is not a vacuum, a lacuuna that does NOT feel like a dental cavity before we can get to the dentist!

It is like a gentle gardner who has sustained the winter and patiently waits for the snow to dissipate and return to the nature and then to watch the tulips and crocuses to sprout from the ground, when the time is right!

i understand that i have to be patient..but days are becoming more difficult day by day...
and more worried i am getting for my ex husband..i just want to run back into his arms...but he has finisded off this issue as if he has killed a small cockroach.....
even all my stuff which were there has been sent back to me even without calling me or any kind of correspondence....

i am feeling so down..just feel like doing something drastic....
i loved him so much...it was the first experince of love for me in 36 years...but it went kaput....i was either too naive or  too possesive i cannot comprehend.....

i cannot understand my feelings..everyday i cry for him...it is becoming unbearable

please guide

Sometimes you call him ex husband, yet you use his email i.d. with his support.

Though this seems confusing and you, I am sure understand Why?

Wait for the time to be ripe, as mentioned in my predictions. The months could be +- 2 months as I was not exactly spot on about the time periods; probably due due to it being a Horary answer.

RishiRahul