If you can come up with something that would make you comfortable with throught transferrance, a workable idea, I am willing to work with you, I hear voices at the same time as all this goes on, so I _know_ its not all you....and I have battled a great many mental pathway through this, made my own beaten path, the comfort is widening....

we can make this a sort of experiment if you want =)
in the best possible outcome effect...
I could send you my current meditation mp3 (just for this purpose, I have an antipiracy catch in my head, but we can share for a certain length of time), or you could send me one of yours and we could sit down at a specifc point and be together and see if we can work together on this,....

I am currently working in gamma, but pretty much anything should work as long as we are , even looking at the same picture should do it, but music is a little more guided, perhaps, because you have to listen to it ina  temporal order, rather than looking at a picture, which can be a little more focussed, personally

just ideas....and I'm always willing to send a token of sharing, by mail or whatnot =)

I would have to warn you that the woowoo spirits think I am a little violent, but it has been quite the attack going on, from the sounds of it, and I have never tortured anyone or done anything more than ask them to leave and then work with the reflections, which if they have been coming in as violent, they would assume they are getting violence back, via the mirror effect. (you get what you give, you are taught as you teach)

I think the violence I received has something to do with the suicidal feelings....and sometimes when you are sensitive, you need to alert higher power of the effects that are going on thought-wize, from the sounds of it, not everyone "up" there knew exactly the depths of my feelings going on through this....

"I receive lessons as I offer lessons, with kindness and understanding."
(purpurite)



in love and light and all the good stuff
Kim(berly too ;)

Hi Clover,
I really appreicate the offer. The same goes for you as well. It does get a little discourageing when no one understands I have gotten to the point for a while now that I don't talk to anyone I just write in journals that I created for this. Sometimes that doesn't even work. It is like when I was in an abusive relationship, people, espeically my family, would tell me to leave him. However, I did 3 times when he found and threatened to kill me and my kids so I would go back so that nothing would happen to my kids and it would be worse than before. Anyway, what I am trying to say is that unless someone is in that position, no one really knows. I have seen at times when I get in my "moments" that I would black out and not remember what I did. Now that is scarey. That doesn't happen as often as it used to, now only when I get extremely mad, which I am glad for because when I would come to I had such a scary look about me that I seen an aura about me that scared me to death. When some one would tell me what I did at the time I would just pale and feel as though I am about to pass out.

Once again thank you so much for your offer and I might just take you up on it. If you need anyone to talk to or any thing just send me one as well.

Hi,

In homeopathy there are remedies that can help with the bipolar disorder:

1. When depression overcome and you feel dislike to every thing and want to be on bed all the day a good remedy is Calcarea Carbonica 200c, only one dose under the tongue.

2. When there are suicidal thougth you can use Aurum Metallicum 200c same way.

In homeopathy we don't recomend to take remedies like in allopathy, it is necesary that the patient tell all his symptom. If you can please send them in a e-mail and I will try to help you with the most accurate remedy for your individual case.

Blessings
Sergio