I'm glad to see something from you before waiting a few days!

Depressive tendency and lonliness -- You got that very well. I no longer work outside of the home much and it's very hard to feel like I get a lot of social interaction at home with four little kids. Yes that makes me very lonely since before the past two years I was accustomed to working full-time and seeing and talking to more people. I also have no immediate family anywhere nearby and that really stinks...as I would LOVE to have grandparents and others around to visit with me and our children besides neighbors that I don't know as well. I truly don't get out too much other than grocery shopping and my work as a Pampered Chef Consultant. My husband has even commented that when I get out that I am much more happy! He's said things about it when I get home from holding a party for a host. Something can definitely be said of seeing people in person rather than only online and on the phone.

You know, as I was scanning the paper and then see it online, the downward trend seems so much more obvious than when I hold the piece of paper in front of me! When I first saw it on the screen I thought to myself "YIKES!! That stinks!!" Yes, I do try to *be* more cheerful than I feel at times. You know, I think it's harder to look at your own handwriting and analyze it because you see what you see every day in yourself and it's hard to really look and realize. I can only think of it as looking in the mirror every day and you get used to what you see and it's hard to realize how different you may look from what others remember of you from a few months before when they haven't seen you everyday. They notice things that you don't notice yourself. I am still amazed at how on paper I don't see the downward slant in my own handwriting near as much as I do when I see it on the screen. I'd swear I had the paper in there wrong...but know I didn't because the signature holds true... and I know I didn't have my paper skewed.

Yep...so much better to have someone else look at my writing than myself. Tell me like it really is instead of me trying to ignore the things that are so easy for me to be 'used to'. I tell my husband and myself that I need to get out more. I know it, yet don't DO it because I guess I don't realize how much I really DO need to get out more. I guess I underestimate my lonliness more than I realized. No fooling an outsider looking in though -- when they have insight from the writing.

Waiting for the rest of your analysis.

how old? Gee, I have to figure it out every time now! I'm too up on keeping track of my children's ages. LOL!
I am 33. Currently full-time mom to four children -- none in school yet until the first one starts this fall in kindergarten.
I do work some as a Pampered Chef Consultant but have been doing it very little outside of the home. I've mostly had hosts holding catalog shows (collecting orders as book parties) rather than me getting out of the house to see people like I would so much rather do. My husband also works lots of hours so not much social life with him either.

i dont know what to say... except what you said just confirmed one more thing... which i was not sure of - until now.

Lack of will power and tendency to esily get tired

i concluded this by
what i said before ... generally wavy baseline and the pressure of the handwriting.

and dont worry, you'll get it as i see it no beating around the bush. ask swetha i can be hard at times... very hard

Abhishek

i asked mainly becuase it might add a little "more" insight into who you really are.

how about a little more handwriting sample... say this time you can write about you husband, your kids, job, etc... what you feel and about stuff? what makes you happy or what makes you sad?

also was your handwriting always spaced out this way or has it beena recent change?

Abhishek

I am laughing/smiling. Probably EXACTLY what I need! So maybe this is my self-denial...my lonliness? That I know it but ignore it?.

Would you say will power is the same as motivation? I definitely don't feel very motivated at times and I am always feeling tired. I don't quite understand how you get lack of will power and tendency to eaily get tired from my wavey baseline and spacing, etc. though. Maybe it's because I'm too tired Time for sleep!