I just found this forum and I hope I can contribute.

I don't know if I can because I'm still blocked from most psychic ability.  I've had de ja vu every day of my nearly 50 years.  I have no control over it, though.  

I've also suffered from psychic attacks and negativity all of my life.  Psychic attacks are something that's hard to explain, but it destroys a person.  You can google it to see if you can learn about it.  It's a long, long story and I don't want to whine and tell you how horrible my life has been.  I really just want to know if my life will continue to be horrible until I die.  

I do know it all has to do with karma.  I'm not talking about karma for anything that I've done in this life.  I've only been kind to people all of my life.  If you're psychic, you'll know I'm telling the truth.  I'm talking about karma for things that I must've done in past lives.  I do believe in karma.  I've been give those messages.  I just need to know if there will be an end to it or if I'll be hated, psychologically raped and personally destroyed for the remainder of my life (even though I've don't deserve it - I've never [in this life] done anything bad to anyone) - possibly another 40 years.  

I really need a hug.

Hello there!

Just felt like giving a hug, and maybe a kiss lol. I don't know much about what you're going through, but I don't really think that life is about paying karmic debts, punishments and all...I'm really convinced that life was created for joy and not suffering and stresses and things like that. I hope you'll feel better soon, and not be as hard on yourself.

Love your way.
K.

Yes you will suffer the rest of your life, if that is what  you want to create.  All the thoughts we have create the next step in the journey.  What is the next step you choose to take?  

Hugs to support the best efforts at your own creation.

Dear White Light,

First of all a Huge Hug for you. You have chosen your E Mail ID as White Light which is a very positive sign. When we meditate we see White/Yellow/Blue Light when in Alpha Level and this is that powerful light. So White Light e mail ID is very good.

Negative things last as long as you think about them.They vanish once you start thinking otherwise. I have just posted elsewhere "Can We Change our Destiny" Read it and be inspired.

You start by observing your thoughts. Let it be postive, negative or whatever it be. Once you start observing daily for 15 minutes, 3 times of 5 minutes each you will slowly get rid of negative thoughts and positive thoughts will occupy your mind. This porcess is slow and it will take time but it will bring you tremendous relief as you proceed on this path. Keep on doing that and see how much happiness you will get in return.

You have mentioned you have always done much for others. Be sure HE will always be with you and protect you and the time you start feeling HIM within you is the time you start experiencing that bliss slowly but surely.

God Bless You.

Pravin Kumar

Well, a negative entity can attach itself to a person and can cause psychic attacks.  Some of you don't believe me and there's nothing that I can do to convince you.  Ask your spirit guides and they'll tell you.

It all has to do with Akashik records.  There's only so much you can do with what you're given.

Peace and White Light to you all.