just wondeing this as i've been feeling quite sad/bored with my job and life in general. and i wanna feel better & more happy & not even music has been very helpful lately

i want some exitement.
damn it

Be careful what you wish for, for indeed it will appear.  

Motivation comes from within.  It is time to change your dialogue in your mind.  Uplifting and positive directions can be sought but remaining in negative mode in mind, will not manifest positive.

that's so true... positive thoughts make all the difference in the world. Just take a deep breath and start afresh.

no more thoughts???

yes. my husband also tells me that. he keeps saying: "think positive. focus on the good things. is being down and depressed and regretful will help you achieve your goal? or is it going to change the situation?" and i instantly realize that what i was doing is wrong. i have to think positively and move on. and that's what i do then. i get so much inspiration from him. he is such a nice person, always positive, always motivated, always seeing things from the broader perspective and never,ever angry. i am indebted to him for a lot of things. my entire motivation comes from him. i feel so lucky that i got to be his wife. i just love him so much. and i'm missing him at the moment coz he is having a holiday at home and i'm working. :(