So from many different events in my life, it has led me here and I guess now I believe that there is an Akashic record,
I was wondering, who else does ?

I learned about it originally when my tutor, I only met him in person once told me what my name meant, Akash and educated me in it. I can't remember if I was shocked or not, but regardless, now I believe sinning is bad, truly bad. And I've come to many, many different types of questions.

If the good die young, does it mean that his/her time on earth and the lessons are learned and he/she is allowed into the spiritual world now ? From that does it not mean death isn't as bad as we all assume it to be?

One thing I do not understand is...
From my memories when I am asleep, I wake up like my life is being dragged out of my body. When it happen it is very intense. The first time I remembered it happening to me, my body was unable to move but I was concious, and then i gained control and I felt like there was other presense in my room, except it didn't feel human, it felt alien, or ghostly ?
And my other time i remember was in the last couple of days, I went to sleep telling god I believein him but I don't understand the purpose of life or the meaning, and those thoughts. And in my dream I remember being in a place with two other people, and one of the person was possesed as I heard from somewhere and when the possesed person looked at me, my life and soul was being dragged into him, and I woke up feeling like my life and soul was being dragged in the same direction as the possesd person in my dream was.
Anyone else have anything like this ?
oh and ps, I have this weird thing where hate does not stay in me for as long as it should, i love everyone and if i don't i work on it and it bothers me that i don't.

talk to me .
- Akash .

Hi Akash and welcome to Mystic Board and all is well!

Alot of folks have experienced your delima and sorting things out is always a challenge. Ok?

Hate does not stay we me as long as it should either (now when it comes to my wife Holy Smokes one "does" tread carefully around her ).

Anyway Akash, what you are experiencing is actually quite common and we all, if we are honest, all wander through it from time to time . It will pass and other things will happen and then sometimes it will come back .

Not to worry, ok?

Everytime a person steps into the Divine, for whatever reason,  this kind of stuff happens .

You are loved,

sunmystic

About the Aka Records ,that/those suckers are a gift ! Study them and use them to help others.

and again,

love,

sunmystic

hey thanks for the message,
funny i posted this, i had another one last night ahah

Do some protecting and shielding before sleep.  You are way too open and that is where the invation of spirit is coming through.

A good heart needs not to protect "it"self.

love,

sunmystic