yeah
I like what I do for a living. I like my job. I just don't like the fact that Iprocrastinate in almost everything. and I KNOW THAT TALKING ABOUT IT IS NOT HELPING MY SITUATION ATM BECAUSE, WELL, BECAUSE OF LAW OF ATTRACTION AND SHIT. but scew law of attraction. just for now as I do believe in it. anywaysss

I get a lot of work and a lot of job offers and I always find myself running away from them.
I NEED TO CHANGE THAT
because I don't want the beloved universe to misunderstand me and think that I do not appreciate my luck.

I want  to be like one of those people that work all the time
because I like what I do
I just need ^%&*%^&% discipline

BTW why on earth is half of my post censored?!
WTF!!!!!!!!

"DO IT NOW!" is your new mantra.

Generally, I would assume that a good method of building confidence and/or esteem in this regard would be to set some goals that are relatively easy to achieve - one at a time - and then doing it. Because of their ease they will not seem as intimidating and as you get into the habit of "doing it now" you will begin to act like this by default, regardless of difficulty or consequences.

Failure is never an option. There are those who will say that, "doing your best" is for losers, but the fact of the matter is that if you honestly believe that you did your best, then you wont blame yourself if you fail. If one the other hand you didn't do your best, then you will blame yourself if you fail.

Hope this helps.

Cheers.

Do your best is one of the four toltec wisdom's.

I like strike while the iron is hot as a motivational quote. I think read it in horoscopes.

Maybe you need to sit and think about the reasons that make you do this?
once you find the root cause you are sure to find the solution.