It;s been a while since I've been on this forum , but I read everything you wrote.
I am still with him and he told me many things in the meantime.All good things.
He told me that all he thinks about is me. This was a while ago.
But I am not sure if he's thinking just about sex or more than that.
He really had an impact on my life, I can't really get him out of my mind.
He had some health issues in the mean time and since than he seams to be a but colder than before.
For the first time in my life I feel like having a child (with him). And I don't really know why. I had before quiet a few relationships , but never wanted to have a child.

Going too far without a clear and definitive communication and connection, is a recipe for disaster.  While life is about joy and pain we can choose how we live it.  You have a lot to think about in such a tenuous connection.

As I read it, it sounds like he has other obligations in another relationship, but I have never been good at reading other's relationships.  I can just read mine own.  For me, my visions come in dreams.  I am able to see, smell, taste, and touch what they (whomever I am dating) are doing as it occurs, occurred, or will occur.  Usually, it while it is happening.  I remember one time a friend of mine (at the time) was with my boyfriend.  The night it occurred, I seen them (in my dream).  She tried to deny it, and I told her what she'd done.  Where she spilled her drink.  What she spilled her drink on.  Where she was sitting.  Where he was sitting.  What he was wearing.  Everything.  When she realized she was busted, she fessed up.  I packed her crap and drove her over to his house, placed her stuff on his doorstep, and drove off.  He called, "what the hell is going on?"  I told him, you wanted it, you deal with it. LOL

In some ways I am phsycic too.
I dreamed about things in the past, but they didn't happened quiet that way.
About 16 years I dreamed about being a fire in the apt complex I was living and 3 days later there was an earthquake, but i knew something bad was going to happen,