I posted for fun ...
When I was little I wanted to be a artist who lived on a farm and draw pictures of the farm..............well am living on the farm...and dont think enough of my drawing ( at least not enough to be poor)
I think around 3rd grade I wanted to invent some bubble that was a house like a greenhouse and people would live outside but really inside...I thought this would be great for when I moved to the moon.
When I was about your age ..I wanted to be in the airforce..(see the world and travel) I took the test..............was ready to go ..............got married instead.
Now am older and my dreams lead me to India ...hungry people, helping those who have felt abandoned in life.... I just dont know how to do these things .... and I dont have people who support my decission here.
All my life I had this fantasy about a place so far...My best friend Pauline would pretend to be the flight attendant and I would be the pilot. We would fly half way around the world to this place.
i am dark complected and people would ask me if i am mexican or half black. I always felt these questions to be rude. My family was all snow white..why wasnt I ? so this place I thought i imagined ... were brown people browner than me ..lived ..and they ate on leafs ..and ate rice (even i hated rice as a child- I think cuz my mom didnt cook it right) There would be street markets and ladys dancing with the belly showing (yea I did that too hahah) and lots of chimes and snakes in baskets ...
NO i was not allowed to have much tv ..spider man and zoom was about it .
1 hour per day...and during certain catholic times even less ... Did I imagine this place ... seems I have been here before
so now am in america ..am bored and restless ..and need to do what i soo have dreamed of... how do i do it ? where do i start?